Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Caste Politics in India, Tamilnadu

My good friend told me that I should not write this blog - I asked him why? he said you are touching a sensitive issue and friends in your facebook may get annoyed about what you write - I replied then they are not FRIENDS - as a friend irrespective of his caste, religion , sex and creed will continue to love, advise , stand with me - whether I write this Blog or not.

Yes, to some extent agree - issue is really sensitive - born as a Hindu Brahmin in Tamilnadu - the so called Forward Caste - came to know recently - that we colonised Tamilnadu on a whole - Joke of the year 2012)), state where u have streets, named after caste leaders and even name of schools and colleges - even public transport corporations carried caste leaders name - Government Stopped it only when a dozen buses were burnt(( A shame - yes a shame, as I came to know today that in Tamilnadu we have 142 backward castes and another 110 most backward castes - cant understand the word MOST backward??? does it mean that when they buy a ticket in train or bus they will occupy the back seat or travel standing?? The Great Dravidian Movement - which came to power in my most beloved land - Tamil Nadu - Land of great writers, thinkers and leaders. The Movement Emphasized a fact to come to power - We are Dravidians - (all those who are non-brahmins) - Brahmins are Aryans they are from north and are stranges in Tamil Land - but the leaders of Dravidian Movement forgot - that great works in Tamil Literature and the Love for Tamil Language were contributed by Tamil Brahmins also along with others - who associated themselves as TAMILS.

Ofcourse the Dravidian Movement came to power in 1967 after defeating Indian National Congress (please dont confuse with Congress (I) - a party for me personally-which was never born) based on this caste politics - and later they themselves became hostages of thier caste politics - as if you want to come to power - you ask a person from this or that caste to contest in that village or constituency - where they are majority - by which they mean that - if he wins he will do good for his own caste and not for others,,,,,he will buy land - construct factories where only his caste people will work - but the most interesting is - in next elections if opposition party came to power - they follow the same method - so ultimately we end up doing nothing and my state nd motherland stagnates......this caste or so called reservation is everywhere in Tamilnadu, education, employment , government service-luckliy has not reached hospitals - So we all in Tamiladu love our land, language - her traditions and life style - but.............we all know that we have a problem ....we talk about it.....write about it .......but we are not able to find a solution and I doubt we can.....UNFORTUNATELY......

An Energy Caleed LOVE

An Energy called LOVE
I never expected in my life - after 40 years - that I will write something about Love - as I had always been a person - who was very egocentric and you can even say selfish. Now i face a moment , whereby i really feel what LOVE is - the pain and pleasure that it creates and why pleasure is always followed by pain?? and why it seems that Pleasure is short whereas the pain is forever??

I always heard that falling in love is a great feeling - i repeat - I have heard - but never experienced it - but now yes - as after so many years - i understand what it is - when it is pleasure I behave like a small kid or may be even like a pup who is happy to see his master - but at times of pain - i feel like that today is the last day in life - with seconds becoming hours and hours becoming years and years becoming ages - just to receive a small smile from HER.

Since I have always been poor in reading others minds - at times of pain - i always feel i am drowning - off late i have started reading books about the LOVE psychology - but nothing gives me Solace - as this solace lasts for not more than 30 seconds and once again my heart tells my brain - it is really paining do something to make HER smile - Brain reacts and says NO - I will not do it - Please wait and things will fall into place - Heart replies - yes I know but it must fall into the right place if not there comes the END - Brain says be strong - but how to be strong - can somebody educate me - I am not weak - i am very STRONG - but may be LOVE will make me even more strong - When i sleep - when i eat - when i walk and even at work - I WANT TO FEEL HER - as my eyes sees only HER - In every woman - I see HER - Her childish pranks - Her face when she is annoyed and when she is Happy - when she works with her computer - everything comes before my eyes......i think atlast i have really fallen in LOVE and not infatuation - now I understand the books, poems dedicated to LOVE - and those spiritual leaders who advise not to get into a emotional relationship called LOVE, may be because they are just afraid of this GREAT FEELING - CALLED LOVE - WHICH MAKES WONDERS WITH EVERY MAN/WOMAN AND NOW I BELIEVE THAT TRUE LOVE CAN COME AND WIN OVER YOUR HEART AT ANY TIME AND ANY AGE -

I have never asked GOD anything - other than usual prayers - but Now I have a request for HIM - let the pleasure be everlasting with little pain and after reading this - I WANT HER TO UNDERSTAND - HOW MUCH I LOVE HER ...............

An Energy called LOVE

I never expected in my life - after 40 years - that I will write something about Love - as I had always been a person - who was very egocentric and you can even say selfish. Now i face a moment , whereby i really feel what LOVE is - the pain and pleasure that it creates and why pleasure is always followed by pain?? and why it seems that Pleasure is short whereas the pain is forever??

I always heard that falling in love is a great feeling - i repeat - I have heard - but never experienced it - but now yes - as after so many years - i understand what it is - when it is pleasure I behave like a small kid or may be even like a pup who is happy to see his master - but at times of pain - i feel like that today is the last day in life - with seconds becoming hours and hours becoming years and years becoming ages - just to receive a small smile from HER.

Since I have always been poor in reading others minds - at times of pain - i always feel i am drowning - off late i have started reading books about the LOVE psychology - but nothing gives me Solace - as this solace lasts for not more than 30 seconds and once again my heart tells my brain - it is really paining do something to make HER smile - Brain reacts and says NO - I will not do it - Please wait and things will fall into place - Heart replies - yes I know but it must fall into the right place if not there comes the END - Brain says be strong - but how to be strong - can somebody educate me - I am not weak - i am very STRONG - but may be LOVE will make me even more strong - When i sleep - when i eat - when i walk and even at work - I WANT TO FEEL HER - as my eyes sees only HER - In every woman - I see HER - Her childish pranks - Her face when she is annoyed and when she is Happy - when she works with her computer - everything comes before my eyes......i think atlast i have really fallen in LOVE and not infatuation - now I understand the books, poems dedicated to LOVE - and those spiritual leaders who advise not to get into a emotional relationship called LOVE, may be because they are just afraid of this GREAT FEELING - CALLED LOVE - WHICH MAKES WONDERS WITH EVERY MAN/WOMAN AND NOW I BELIEVE THAT TRUE LOVE CAN COME AND WIN OVER YOUR HEART AT ANY TIME AND ANY AGE -

I have never asked GOD anything - other than usual prayers - but Now I have a request for HIM - let the pleasure be everlasting with little pain and after reading this - I WANT HER TO UNDERSTAND - HOW MUCH I LOVE HER ...............